leaving on jet planes

I'm afraid of so many things these days. Mostly, I'm afraid of what will happen in the near future. I'm not worried. I'm just afraid. And I don't know exactly why.

I've been left behind by important people so many times now. Somehow, when someone important leaves you, you still experience the pain... even if you've experienced the same pain in the past. It's one of those curious experiences which you won't easily get used to. Maybe you never get used to it at all. Each important person who goes away is another important person. Hayy...


Please don't leave. Please don't leave me alone.